I’ve been an emo lately; [it's been awhile]

I’ve been a saddist; overwhelmed by the workload,
not being able to handle it well does not help matters either.

Each day, I dread “the office”;
I am beginning to loathe everything about my team leader;
[ow, i mean everything and its not even funny]
and its affecting my performance; i know i am better than this.

i joined the internship programme for “experience”;
[earning minimum allowances to fulfill my church pledge]

Experience is said to be what cause us to make new mistakes instead of old ones.
But damn, work has killed my spirit and a small part of me.
I know i did not just sign up for this shite.

i need a time out.

i’m out.