I am, in fact, dieting.

i have meal replacement drink for dinner,these days.

it taste like crap.  really, flavored crap at best.

i do this; going through the torture, for health purposes, i tell people.

honestly, i just thought it’d help; with my eating habits, how i look and how i feel about myself.

sometimes, i forget why i mind the way i look in the first place;

“Sigh, why can’t people just accept me the way i am?!” i joked ‘grudgingly’ to Rachel,

She responded immediately ” I love you just the way you are! “.

Now, that made me smile! and i knew she meant it!

Carmen said ” never apologize for who you are”, and guess what, i won’t.

however, i am still concern with my health;

hence,  i’m gonna give this health supplement thingy a week and i should be back to my eating ways, hopefully healthier this time. less rice, less sugar, less fried, less junk and less nuts (evil 800 calories a bowl nuts!).